I should have guessed that once I started using sex toys I'd want more. It has a good feel but I'd like the next one to be something that screams major penetration. But the persistent vibration draws all my attention to one central location. My hips are almost to the floor, down between my bent legs. My nipples harden, sending a sharp grabbing feeling through both breasts. It's like I've mentally tied myself up and had my way with me. I'm a shy person (yes, I'm longwinded in my writing, but I am actually very shy and socially phobic as well).I have a Rabbit, another vibrator, a dong, and an anal plug. When I was watching the penis show last night, they showed a dildo designer. I realize now that I've held much of myself back from him (and from life in general), fearing rejection.In most cases, the dependents include the spouse, children, and parents.However, a person may make anybody the beneficiary of the policy.
I can't believe I went this long without even thinking of trying anything anal. But I also went this long loving blowjobs but never thinking to go for the balls with my mouth! On the topic of blowjobs, according to the History of the Orgasm book, the word blowjob probably came from 'below job'. As a young woman I could never figure out where the actual 'blow' part fit in and worried that I was missing as a step! At the checkout stand at the grocery store today I noticed more magazine covers mentioning anal sex. In fact, let me fall asleep or die having sex, if there's a choice. She stood there with her 18" waist, apron tied tightly over her dress, tenderly placing the vibrator on her poor sore neck while stirring a pot on the stove. I was so confused by my raging sex drive that I really needed some sort of validation that I wasn't going nuts. This onslaught of lust and desire has been intriguing but startling at times. And six months ago I would have never ever imagined I would feel this way. And getting really knitty gritty sexual and free means doing exactly what I want to do. I don't find anything sexy in the 'ram it into the whore's ass' kind of talk. And I am underwhelmed by how our culture acknowledges female sexuality: that horrific and unfair gap between modesty and slutdom.If you are a first time visitor, to make your first time experience as enjoyable as possible we ask that you adhere to these simple commonsense rules. Chat room safety is YOUR responsibility, not ours, so we strongly urge that you also read our Chat Room Safety Guide as soon as possible.If you're new to our site, we also suggest that you take a look at our Chat Room Etiquette page.I'd like to be a tester: keep trying those suckers until I find my prince. I think it's good to have a different dildo for every occasion. It requires some good firm action--a really wild orgasm to tame those cramps. Twice I thought I heard Caveman coming upstairs to join me. I'm just a babe in Anal Land so far and have much more to experience, but right now when I feel like having something in there for an orgasm, good heavens it's the greatest feeling. I went upstairs to change out of my sweaty clothes. My fingers are still very cold from the water bottle and they feel good. Now I can imagine myself doing that, making a woman slowly squirm and moan and gush and scream the way the Caveman does me. Between my times with him, and sex toys (not yet purchased! Once I found people describing similar situations, it gave me the encouragement to start this one.Although I suspect I'll end up having several I like. He didn't but I darn near got off at the thought of it. I love the how the feeling doesn't vary: it just hums along at the Damn, this feels good level. I wanted a cool shower but there wasn't enough time. To get an orgasm from the vibrator this way (kneeling over it, hands free), I have to stay absolutely still in one position, no matter how weak or strong the feeling is. I just wanted a place to work out everything we've been going through. I'm not into the Playboy looks and the fantasy scenes. I don't even like to shop and we don't spend money we don't have (which is why I haven't purchased the sex toys yet).